.Monday, February 28, 2005
plans for the Os
the results will be out in
4 hours and
12 mins!!
the feeling kinda sucks ya?
haha.. but guess what. i have it all planned..
soon, i am gonna change into my school U and i will wear the pjc badge in case some nosey P.I.T (prefect-in-training) comes along again and attempts to book me!!
i'm gonna meet mumtazah!! mann i miss all of them in mgs
then i will make my way down to take a passport size photo for miss clarissa poh cos she told me about it yesterday only.. such short notice *shakes head*
yup.. but im gonna look weird..
haven't taken a proper photo with my hair tied up with a fringe on a passport photo..
i wonder how funny i'll look!! but oh wells..
haha.. then we'll head for lunchie and meet annusia and then go to mgs..
and then meet mong.. at that time. it would be approximately 1pm..
one more hour to go.. things to do is to run away from mrs choo.. catch up with old friends.. get the results slip
and DO NOT open it immediately!! haha..
i'll head down to city link to buy something.. and open the stupid slip
and then head home!! home sweet home..
by the way. i dreamt that i got either a 9 or a 23.. it's scary..
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.Saturday, February 26, 2005
happiness not equal puffyness
puffyness is down by a lot..
thank God for that.. HALLELUJAH!
so many things happened today lahh..
it's quite fun.. i woke up at like 12 noon
so it felt as if time passed super fast for the whole day considering the fact that i slept through half my day..
it's quite stupid lahh.. wasted so much time just like that.
*shrugs* i feel very happy today..
haha.. though im not very very sure why i feel this wayy..
but maybe some of you should know?
im very happy!! and some may think im crazy considering that the Os results will be out on monday..
but im still happy.. and nothing you can do about it..
you should see me smiling to myself now lahh..
haha.. think im crazy? haha.. think wadever you like!!
i know im happy and that's it!! haha..
yup.. i'll see you all mgs people on monday..
i'll see you pioneers next monday..
and i'll see you when your free!! (:
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.Friday, February 25, 2005
news?
O level results release:
28 February 2005
2pm
at your secondary school
see ya there!!
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puffy puffy!!
haha.. im stuck at home and i can't go to schooooool!!
*huff and puff* no fair..
but according to ade there are only 16 people in my class in school!
all the ponners!! haha.. im stuck at home due to puffy eyes..
well puffy eye.. my left eye is so puffed up that my eye can't even open..
i just went to the doctors just now..
and he was asking about all the funny allergies..
to seafood, to medicine, to alcohol.. that's it
but funny thing is that i didn't eat any of those last night
all i ate was loads of vege!! haha. could it be?
maybe im allergic to simon cowell?
who knows? i mean my eyes puffed up out of the blue while i was watching american idol!
haha.. im seriously dying of boredom here..
and after im done updating..
i'll gonna hunt for a new template..
'cos i realised that my template is very very common..
maybe i'll try to make one if i can.. if i have the patience..
haha.. yupyup (: i'll be around..
any kind soul who reads this while im suffering from puffyness can call..
it'll be greatly appreciated.
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.Wednesday, February 23, 2005
after a long while
i apologise for the old song, but i looooove it (:
lotsa things have been going on in school and outside
thus no time for blogging.. haha.. but im backk!!
the Os are coming out soon.. so i'm really very nervous about it..
all i want is that i can make it back into pjc..
'cos it's really really fun there!! (:
haha.. been really busy with lots of assignments and all
all the plays that we have to complete for itel
and all the crap that makes me cry that i have to settle
BUT all is good now!!
haha.. today had literature play on a 15 min hamlet..
and i was the great GHOST!! haha.. the dead king... i may be dead but i am still a king afterall!!
haha.. it was splendid.. very very fun!!
though there was like layers and layers of make up (baby powder) on my face..
haha.. felt like a wedding cake lahh..
but it was a blast!! (:
i loveeeee 05A02..
i want first three months to last forever lahh..
but that's no possible..
yupyup.. oh yes.. we went to changi airport last saturday for a geography survey..
it was cool man.. haha.. never done something like that in mgs..
so we were sitting at BK talking a lot of rubbish and gossiping.. and all
haha.. i mean wee was there.. gossipmonger!! :P
yup.. that's about the exciting things that happened in school..
yup.. will try to update as much as possible ya?
the results will be out soon.. shudders..
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.Tuesday, February 15, 2005
miss mg
ahhhhh!!!! i hate rumours!!
haha.. apparently i have the same reputation as crystal tham..
is that good or bad? i dunno..
but who cares??
haha.. yesterday was valentines' day!!
haha.. for once i can't wait for the Os results to come out..
although i wished that first three months could last forever
but all good things must come to an end..
why i want the Os results to come out?
well at least it means going back to mg.. going back to my favourite school!! (:
haha.. yeahh
i got a few things to do.. things i need to improve on..
+ be truthful in everything
+ face my problems/reality
+ not let rumours affect me
+ be nice to everyone
+ love thy neighbour as thyself.
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.Thursday, February 10, 2005
down with rumours!! (:
and ive realised one of the worst things about me.
and it's really ever so true.
i let what other people think of me affect me so greatly.
i was never like that when i was young.
i guess some incidents do mould us to who we are..
but now, im gonna love myself!!
im not gonna care about what people say about me.
what people think about me
im gonna take in everything.
and think really hard when i get home..
there are reasons why people say these about me..
so i'll think about it..
but if i find that i did nothing wrong.
it's just gonna leave my mind..
i don't want to cry and hurt the people i love.
haha. to think that the song on my blog is
beautiful
it's quite funny lahh.. i can tell people to love themselves but i can't do so for myself.
haha. i just got a wake up call yesterday!!
oh yes.. one thing.. i hate rumours!!
grrrr.. irritating.. rumours break friendships up
and can even hurt a person!!
why do people like to start rumours knowing that it might hurt someone?
why do people bother?
BUT i realised something..
in order for me to look on the bright side of things
so what if rumours go on around me
i lose some friends.. i cry a little
but i know that those that leave me there are not true friends.
actually, now i feel fine.
i have some friends who stick with me through thick and thin.
so even if in my life, i only have these few friends and i lose 100 through rumours,
i'd still be contented. (:
i'll feel happier..
it's not that i don't treasure my friends..
i really do, but if they don't believe in me
or can't accept me for who i am..
are they really my friends?
or are they just people who can gain something from me?
do you understand what im talking about?
haha.. if you don't it's ok..
i just woke up so i might not very perfect typing!!
and one thing..
i would like all my friends out there to
love yourself!
because God loves you and i love you too!! (:
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for you
im not a perfect person
i never meant to say those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
and i just want you to know..
ive found a reason to for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you..
so many things have happened
and i really thought that you moved on.
but it was just a facade.
one that i couldnt' see through.
it just proved that i don't know you well enough
so i ask you. please find the one for you.
im not good enough for you.
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.Tuesday, February 08, 2005
schooless dayy!!
pjc declared today schooless!
yayy!! so i went to watch a movie (:
constantine:
_shocking
_relatively humourous
_confusing
_somewhat gross
overall: a job well done!!
it would be even better for you peeps with great company!! (:
i had
good the best company ever!!
haha.. so it was pretty funn (:
yeahh.. just came back from my fourth uncle's house..
man it was how boring there..
haha.. but guess what?! i got to see my favourite cousin!!
i love sean!! he's so cute and adorable and ambitious for his age!
he was telling me that he wants to be a pilot, engineer, some chim occupation that i didnt' understand.. so it was pretty embarrassing for me.. i mean he's only 4 turning 5!!
but there was a problem with him..he kept playing with my hair.. doing stupid things to it.. and practically just messing it up! grrrr...
haha.. yeahh.. and luckily for me, purple called me to kill time
and if your wondering who purple is.. haha.. you shan't know now.. and i don't think i'll ever tell..
so just treat purple as purple ok?
haha.. then i slept on my way home..
took a shower and now IM HERE!! (:
yeahh updating another meaningless entry
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.Sunday, February 06, 2005
everything's alright
every night
every day
i don't need to worry
no, i celebrate
all the things you've done in me..
and it's gonna be alright
'cos Jesus' your my life,
and it's gonna be alright
gonna be gonna be gonna be gonna be alright!!
i feel fine now (:
finally, i realised that all is not lost once your out of love.
i still got my friends who make me smile..
some who are just so great..
haha.. in jc now, i make some new friends here and there..
there and then.. but some i just don't click
but i found one i click with..
and i really thank God for that..
it's sad 'cos im beginning to lose contact with so many people..
on the day of the Os results,
im gonna see all of them.. shite. i miss them loads.
and im really excited to see them again!!
haha.. chinese new year is coming soon!!
what does that mean? money is coming (:
and valentine's day is coming too! it's gonna be a great day..
though not as many gifts as when we're in mg.. bags of flowers..
but it's still gonna be a good day for pjc marked it as friendship day!!
ahaha.. i hope there's half day on tuesday lahh..
oh yes.. NEWS NEWS NEWS!!
i have an injured toe.. *faints*
i think im gonna wear slippers to school tomorrow after bandaging up my big toe..
haha.. thank goodness netball training starts only after cny hols..
but i have choir again tomorrow (:
singggg singgg a song!! haha.. yeahh..
i sing in so many languages..
english, chinese, malay, tamil, latin, some tribal language..
cool or wad? we're gonna start jap soon!
haha.. yeahh.. all the happy things have happened in one month!!
so ciao!! take loads of care!!
P.S: i feel inferior next to tall guys and cute girls! shucks.
everything's alright,
ive got Jesus in me!!
everything's alright
my Saviour's walking with me!!
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.Wednesday, February 02, 2005
sorry
im sorry.
im very sorry
im really very sorry.
for always making you cry
making you feel sad.
making you feel like this.
i hate myself for doing this.
with every tear that falls from your eyes,
a million tears fall in my heart.
i may look like i didn't care
but actually i really do.
what good would it do to both of us if i let it fall?
i really love you.
but it's a well-known fact. it's impossible
so please let go of me now.
look for someone you need, you look and you want to be with.
move on.. i wish you the best.
don't worry anymore about me..
i've lived long enough behind a facade
i can do it just for a few more years..
thank you for your love and care
i-love-you
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